I feel different. Every event that has led to this moment feels right, and I am deeply grateful. 

can someone explain to me how you can complain about the financial privilege of someone who is receiving financial aid when you can afford to pay $70k/year to go to school ??

??????????????

addicted to the high of novelty I think

none of it angers me anymore. I still fear seeing you, yeah, but the thought of her and what transpired doesn’t no longer stirs anything in me.

Those same things don’t bother me anymore. 

choosing to be happy choosing to be ok

2016 won’t stop dragging me lol stop

It’s duller now but just as heavy.

Still figuring out who I am and who I want to be. Thank you for keeping me grounded and always encouraging me to find adventure no matter what situation I’m in. 

I can still be excited about returning to Chicago and it feels so goddamn good.